yours always

been thinking about this whole blog business, and the reasons for doing it. It's quite egocentric in a way, would be nice to think that it's just for me, but really i have to acknowledge that it's about wanting to communicate on some level with other people, and to do that you have to go public, and to do that you start censoring, and that negates the whole point of the private blog. So i think i will stop now, because if it is just about the writing i can do that in a journal, and if it is about communicating, then i have to write more letters, and if it is about me, then i have to think more. End of story.